okies. time to blogg hahas.
or else people will think my blog's dead all over again .
whee. sickening week . hahahs
okies. 12 days never see darling le.. den finally see him le wors..
but hais. make me cry here cry there. CRYBABY-
saw stupid photos dat makes me go crazy and cry ,
my hamster daldal jus died hais. ITS A BAD BAD DAY.
CRY , CRYING , CRIED . ENOUGH LE LAHS.

today in church service i suddenly cried hahas.
gave xiong a shock lolss.
CRY CRY & CRY , but where's my shoulder to lean on ?
where's he who hugs me tight, who used to wipe away my tears, kiss my eyes to kiss those tears away ?

wanna feel so loved , feel so so so loved
LIKE BEFORE-

today we went out wors..
darling so fierce nehh.. cos we eating den i put my fone on my lap den reply msg
darling say i "tou tou mo mo" nehh. hahas. sobs -
cos is a guy friend ask me out mar..jealous jealous wor someone. hehes
den we go watch the penguin show lehh.. sssoooo cuuuttee nnneehhhh !!!!!!!!!!
but some parts they so ke liann.. watch until wan to cry le.
den i drink ice lemon tea mar.. den hold the cup too near the lid.. den drop the whole cup..
ahlarmaks.. kena scolded sobs sobs..cos i always hold too near the lid there .. sorry mar darling.. dun angry nahh.. sorry hehe.
den we got the electronic fair at suntec there.. aiyo.. so many people..
den darling keep looking at mp3 players hahas. den i like there DARLING !! WO YAO SHOPPING !! hahahhas.

next saturday one year anniversary wors ! hehes. EXCITED.
i wann it to be ssoooo romantic , hahas sucker for romantic stuff & surprises ! hehes.
so happy. looking forward to dat day hehehe. =DDD so happy when i think of saturday hehes.
FOREVER LOVE FOREVER FOREVER FOREVER FOREVER-


sweetie =)


CRAZY US ON THE .. TABLE >.<


MOLEST HIM LA ! lolss-


Fidel&Jel SHOTone #o1


fidelMUACKIIESjeline SHOTtwo #o2 LOLSS-

bbalalas-
very long never blog lerh nehh.
pai sehs ! so lazy ~ hahas
later 4 plus den go outties bahh , 3 plus i go jeline hse , 4 meet "laogong" at KFC hahas.
ytd say meet at the "ah PEH" statue there den i keep laughing hahahs. ( de KFC AH PEH )

hmmm.. dunno wad to wear nehh.. die nahh hahahs
miss my laogong.
10 days never see him le nehh
as in meet dat kind. sobs ='(
missie my baby `

darling so cute hehes.
this morning 2 plus i woke up ..
hahas. cos i broke my glass mug in my slp >.< pain ="'("
my cute cute derh darling ` aww.

okies people ,
totally sorry hahas. recently its either things happening are too depressing for me to express it on my blog and stuff lidat , dats why i haven been updating
ahlarmaks. kayys . last week was the MOST DEPRESSING week of ma life.
pushing me to the verge on my life huh. kayys my girlfriends will know wad happen hahas. not very nice to repeat it all hmm.

okies. saturday & sunday i went to festival of praise , wow. MARTIN SMITH from Delirious is totally cute !! hillsongs is TOTALLY cool ! gosh.. i jump so much until wahh.. the next few days my calf ached like crazy..hmm on saturday darling pei mie go wors. so nice hor. ahhas but well.. some unhappy things happened when we went to get a drink during the seminar.. hmm.. well hahas. as usual , im missWATERHOSE argh. but well hhas sunday was fun hahas. dat day actually xiong dun wanna go de hahas. but i was like so crazy to get him there with us. i kinda well hahas. pulled his shirt all the way into the bus from church *shrugs* well. hahas if he wasn't so stubborn .. hahahas stubborn girl & stubborn guy yea right well , he LOST bbahahahas. kena dragged there by mie also hahas wa laos.. in the bus.. the stupid bus was like so bumpy den keep bumping here and there den xiong , tengli , mie was sitting at the back den ya hahas.. FLY FLY FLY.. argh.. cant describe how it went la but hahas mie & tengli was like flying off our seats nors. im like sitting right in the middle nearly , NEARLY rolled all the way down lor.. kaos.. lucky xiong quickly grabbed the both of us sia hahas.. scary. den during the worship hahas. vicson , glenys tengli & mie were like jumping , clapping & screaming like siao-ed den xiong there so tired hahas den mie and glenys there grab him den jump with us hahahas. funny sia.


1o08o5 , our 11th month together -
gosh .. it was so beautiful hahas. no kidding , i felt so loved , its been such a long time since . hees
well we went to watch charlie & choc factory.. uhh not so of "my" kinda movie but well , my darling wanna watch it ! hahas den okies los !hehe but darling during movie so sweet hehe keep whispering stuff into my ears =)) xin tian tian orhh ! hahas den afterdat we went shopping together, eat together hmm ate at wad , imperial treasure .. blah blah thingy de la.. den wahh the xiao long bao so nice nehh ~ piggie & bunny loves XIAOLONGBAO !! hahahahahas. =))
den we went to Candy Empire orhh.. wahh my favourite candy shop hahas. he's so mine , baby i love you .

1st year coming le lehh !!! how ~!!!! AAAHHHHHH !!!
i wan romantic romantic de wor !!! i wanna go to dat beautiful place filled with our beautiful memories =))

wahh.. tml got canoeing training .. den afterdat we going shopping .. den maybe going sentosa.. gosh..

dat day go shopping with jeline so fun orh !!










marmie & nu er ;

fidel's birthday nehh.

whew.. im ssoo tired... ssooo sssoooo tired..
i didnt sleep last nite at all.. headache until like wahh..
den i was like.. wahh.. how.. i cant fall aslp..
time check..o2am.. still cant slp..3 am still cant.. 4 , 5 am ..
whoa.. den i go school.. so so so tired..
eyes like cannot open lidat.. den sit under derh stupid fan somemore..
blow until my eyes so dry..so pain.. haiyorhh.. stupid headache..

den after school.. got two course somemore..
I.T flash course & some motivation course thingy nahh..
aiyo... hahas.. the I.T course is not dat fun la hahas.. make us all confused
budden hor.. hahahas very funny lor.. dos guys sitting opp. our comp table..
they chao idiotic sia.. hahahahahs.. very funny la.. dunno how to say sia.. den wahh.. elaine violent liaos !... go snatch keyboard wadever la hahahahs den i there snatching the mouse from bradley & choongwei hahahahahs so funny hahahahahahas

den the motivation course hahahahahas.. the cher like.. wahh.. hahahahahahas
aiyo.. jus very funny jiu shi le nahh hahas..wahh.. finally.. its ended at 6.. gosh..im so tired-
too tired to write it out le sia.. hahas..

hehe.. my plans are going on fine hehehhes.. PLANS... bbahahahahs-
crazyME.. nobody understands wad im writing sia hahahahas..

COUNTING DOWN ;; 51 more days to ONE YEAR LEHH !!!! kaos !! why so fast !!!!!
my STUFF arent ready YET !!!!!

hmm.. hehes a few days never blog lerh hor hehes sorry cos owaes not at home wors !
hehes.. hmm ytd at school do wad huh.. oh ya sleep sleep SLEEP
cos feeling kinda sick den tummy weird weird de wahh den i tink i slept thru a few lessons bahh
den so nice cos raining hahahahs.
hmm den after school go meet darling ~
wahh.. one whole one WHOLE week never see him lerh nehh..
miss him so much den he hugged me so nice hehes.

hmm.. den wos chatting with hisen yang hahas boring goatttt mmmmaaaeeeee~.. wahh he very sad lehh..
hope he's okies nahh..

omg.. sebas telling me he sewing his shirt cos got whole den i wos like luffing like crazy hahahas
hmm.. *imagine sebas sewing* GOSH ! hahaahhas

hmm.. kayys dis photo is dat day go out with felicia take de wors hehes.
FEL& FID lolss-


counting down ;;56 days to 1 year !!!!! =DDD highly anticipated day of my life-

hmm hehes. put pw >.< color="#ff9900">our classroom door there we 5 block the door >.<
dun let randall there all come in hahahahahas den dunno who suddenly push us from behind hahahahas den fanglin suddenly "AAAHHHHHH" gosh..
so sharp so loud sia.. its sounds totally hillarious lor hahahahas..
luff until i wanna faint liaos hahas.. fanglin they all there wahh.. dun liadt lehh.. scary lehh hahahas even randall also there "wahh.. fidel.. so happy arhh luff like ding dong sia "

den afterdat went home bath , change & stuff den went out to find felicia we go take ic photo nors ! so scared later so ugly how ?! AAHHHHHHHH
hahahas. den i so notti ! hees. nv msg darling hehehehes den he worried wor..
so happy =)) at least now he got feelings lidat le.. june dat time like wahh..
he so.. like no feelings , no emotion , not jealous anymore like only will be so tired all the time when it comes to me orhh.. hees. but i so happy now orhh !!!
he called & say he miss me miss me miss me nehh !!!! =))

i believe in .. forever LOVE -

COUNTING DOWN ;; 41 DAYS TO ONE YEAR !!!! SO FAST SO SO SO FAST !!!!!! =DDD

hais. getting so freaked up by the project superstar forum thingy
http://superstar.channelu.com.sg/project/male06.htm
can see it fer yourself bahh.. hais..
why the topic back to me sia..
jus because someone pose as me den dunno write wad den i kena bad mouth like hell.

"count me in! she costed leon's elimination. how can she fit to be his lover.
support leon and anti fidel! "

den ppl sorta spoke up fer me ( i dunno who dat is ..) also kena scolded like hell

"if i did not remember wrongly, i did not scold 'classically'. i did not even see the word 'arsehole' on the msg i posted. even if i would to scold such a word, i would simply use asshole. why bother to change that simple word to that extend, just like you maybe? and relax, i am not fidel in disguise. i know most of you ppl won't believe. i don't know why you all would actually believe those nonsense that the fake fidel has posted and then think that me, as her friend, is actually fidel in disguise. haha. how funny. yeah, i know the facts right. fidel has not been posting msg RECENTLY, but i knew she posted before. and about that siah suay... please, if you think helping a friend is siah suay, then evrybody is siah suay. then u mean that imposter can get off scot free? and then u all keep on saying leon's gf is this and that. and i guess by this time, you all already know fidelis is leon's gf, so what's wrong with her putting mushy msgs? and btw, i also feel sry for leon, having fans like you all, cant even state rights from wrongs. the fact that you all scolded fidel for putting up mushy msgs in the beginning is simply because you all are jealous. i know by saying all these words, some might think im fidel in disguise or whatever okay? but i don't care a damn because i only wanna say what i see and what i believe in, just like some of you, but the only prob is, you all see and believe in the wrong things."

hais.. so bu gan xin... because of some posers..
i kena scolded until like i so bad de lidat.. hais..

dunno wad i do must kena say until lidat .. so sad..
i didnt even post anything nors..

den darling cannot like care abit... so sad.. only noe how to say " dun care ok dun care ok "
hais.. even my frens cares.. jeline & felicia they all read until they dere wahh.. blood boiling , blood pressure going up liao den i dere wahh dun post anything dun post anything hor...
hais..

COUNTING DOWN !! YAY !!! 10 MTHS TML !!!! =)) ONLY THING I CAN BE HAPPY ABOUT HUH..
HEYYS WAIT..nono.. not the only thing to be happy about hehes.. i got my guess watch & gucci - envy me perfume today wahahahas.. happyhappyhappy =)))

gosh.. wth
someone pose as me in the forum at project superstar
poser .. prankster hahas being lame ?
http://superstar.channelu.com.sg/project/male06.htm
gosh.. den still kena scolded like hell..dis is the post-

Unknown
To Fidel..
Fri 8-7-2005 4:43:07 PM
Fidel, i really cant stand you anymore.. you're not doin any good things to Leon, u noe? u r giving him troubles.. Everyone is trying to help leon.. Giving him support.. Why are you posting this kind of msg that is so childish? After looking so many msgs u've posted, i really dun wish to comment anything bout u.. Coz i dun wanna hurt leon.. But u're really too childish n immature.. do u know that? U wan others to support leon o not? Or u wan leon's fans to leave him one by one? Pls la uh.. Try to think for leon.. N dun put those mushy things here.. As a gf, u shud understand.. This might affect leon.. If u really love Leon, pls dont do that anymore.. U shud think about it! [Leon, Sorry to post this..But i really cant stand ur gf anymore..]

for goodness sake i haven been posting on the forum for like how long and its NOT because we have broken up or sth we're still HAPPY 10 MONTHS gosh.
den kena say until lidat T-T hais wadever las.. i jus wanna clarify.. its not me if you see a post by fidel` its jus some posers ahlarmak.. cant stands sia..

hais..nevermind.. i'll jus ignore.. at least leon spoke up in the forum.. say dat im not the one posting dos stuff.. people who noe me will surely noe i wouldnt say things lidat =))

yay !! today met up with darling leonleon !! whee !! hahahas.. happy lehh i miss him so much
huggies <3>

COUNTING DOWN ;; 2 DAYS TO 10 MTHS =))

hees today go school hmm.. do wad nehh hahas..
orhh hahahahas.. today alot funny things hahahahahahas randall & vincent , elaine
hahahahahas today recess we five ; fanglin , elaine , me , shilesse , celine
hahahahas ki siao hahahas hook each other's arm den we walk walk walk hahash block ppl's way hahahahahas den we walk pass the corridoor den elaine stand at the extreme right mar hahahas
den we suddenly walk very fast den elaine bump into the dustbin hahahahahahahahahas
den me & fanglin like AHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH really crazy liao hahahahahs
so funny.. laugh until i tummy ache liao hahahahaas

den we go computer lab the guys all suddenly shout " we wanna see chicken wing !!!!! "
>.<" guess wads "chicken wing " -.- !!!
gosh bian tai de hahahahas

den go back dat time wahh.. dis time worst hahaahhas we really lame sia hahaahs this time 6 person hook together hahaahhahaahs den alot ppl mar cos lower sec school dismissed le den we at lvl2 hahahahas den we 6 lidat keep bumping into ppl ahahahahahahas den we walk to derh staircase there randall , vincent & ngee song behind us mar hahahaahahs den we purposely block up the way hahahahahahahahs dun let them cross hahahahahahas
we so "qian bian " sia hahaahhas..

hmm.. hahahahahahs den i walk home with xiaofen mar hahaahhas.. den i say her doggie call guai guai is wrong de cos so notti one den i sae call him guai guai got " fan xiao guo " only
den she AHLARMAK she tot she heard me sae "lan jiao gou" hahahahahahahs toot lehh
imagine someone call her doggie " lan jiao gou " gosh den so funny hahahas.. imagine you strolling in the park with yur dog den suddenly shout "lan jiao gou! " ahlarmak.. i tink ppl will vomit blood liao

COUNTING DOWN ;; 2DAYS TO 10 MONTH - so SCARED.. results show in like a few hrs..

hehes
ytd's ma birthday wahahas hehes so happy ytd..

firstly , wahh.. randall GOR give present lehh wahh.. den he draw sth for me also.. hmm.. din noe he got so much patience de >.< le ="))">.< sorry dear sobs..

cos.. jiawen gor , des , sebas & spaco called and say happy birthday.. den i was like so pai seh..
sobs.. dun angry darling..dun angry..

hehehe im FIFTEEN ; COUNTDOWN ;; 4 DAYS TO 10 MTHS OF <3 =))